walk in the park;

the revenge of the missing molars.

today is probably the worst day of my life. and since no one is probably ever going to read this, i guess i can just type this out, considering it's 5.31am and i can't get to sleep.
Ok so usually, with these sleep issues i've been having, none of them suck so much like this. usually what happens is that i will sleep but wake up every hour and look at the time and remind myself how pathetic i am and then try to coax myself to sleep again.
today, it's completely physical why i can't get to sleep. nope, no more knee pain, but teeth.
my fucking teeth extraction at 1.30 today wasn't the painful part. that's what i've come to realise after the extraction was over, i was totally like "oooh over faster than i thought". yet the pain came as a reminder that i lost three teeth, and it's this haunting feeling, that pain is so trivial in our lives, yet so powerful at the same time it takes my sleep away, so easily. right now, i'm so tired. i've walked to the kitchen three times already in the night, gargling cold water to try and ease the pain. painkillers obviously do not help me, at least not panadol. blood still oozes out now and then, and this makes me worried. i think it's supposed to stop already, and my eyes feel so damn heavy.
Maybe this is God's way of reminding me how powerful He is, to create Pain, that can make a person feel so pathetic, so helpless, and so useless too. Even if the painkillers did help me, it'll fade, like how all else would fade away, eventually. God is yet there, and this pain somehow brings me to realise how much i need His grace. i sound so religious right now, my best friend Liana probably would tell me to get a grip and grab some sleep. But i can't and it's annoying because i would never imagine myself to be online right now, at 5.39am trying to write out my pain so it doesn't exactly feel so painful. it takes my mind off this pain a little, but i know it's gonna come back soon.
So this is the price to pay for beauty. i simply wonder how this makes me in the least happy. 1) i'm three teeth short. 2) i'm suffering from this excruciating pain i could think of just dying. 3) it's only the first day. 4) it's taking my so-called beauty sleep away.
really, what am i doing? for a person who thinks too much about everything like me, the right thing to do is try not to think about it, which seems like the biggest challenge to me. i don't even know ifi'm making any sense because i have had less than 2 hours of sleep, and i've spent my time from 2 till now TRYING to bloody hell get sleepy and ignore the existing pain. maybe the pain is psychological, like how it eventually became so for my knee issue. argh am i problematic or what!? so yes, much as i want to go on writing at this ungodly hour, i do think i have to sleep. and i'm going to try.

[5:31 a.m.]

new year day 2

i'm so proud to have the sudden urge to blog again!
i actually blogged 3 times in a week. quite proud of myself. oh wait, today is monday, so scratch that. anyway this morning i went jogging with jin and he brought me to eat prata. pretty good i say, especially after a long tiring jog. well i'm rather displeased to know that i've deteriorated so much and i couldn't finish the route. i was dying i swear. i haven't felt that for quite long, but at least my knee is okay. (=
after that i went to angie's (my cousin's) house to eat some more. the curry is still good, as always. then we went to my grand aunt's house. i feel sad whenever i go to her place. the house is so big, and yet there's only two souls (her maid and her) living in the house. wealth is irrelevent now, isn't it? i see her as an old lonely lady who needs more visits. so i think i shall make it a point to go visit her sometime.
so i realised that i have tons of homework, including two big essays to write and i've not started on it yet!!! ok am i doomed or what?
right now, my ang pao collection is around 870 bucks. it's the greatest record ever written in history!! as in for me, that is.
and my bloody computer keeps going dced as and when it pleases. i get so annoyed i just feel like smacking and chopping the wires into many pieces. then againm, that wouldn't be so wise. i shall leave my anger alone now.

[9:07 p.m.]

new year. new thought.

IT'S CHINESE NEW YEAR!!
today is the first day and i went to church and grabbed some holy oranges and went home to eat what my mom cooked. IT WAS GREAT. YUM. though the vercemilli or whatever u spell it was kinda stuck together like disgusting kuei, the soup and fantastic.
nope. not a single bak kwa in sight yet. i haven't tasted any abalones yet, no vistations yet, but collection of ang bao has been rather plentiful it's 700 hundred bucks plus already! thank God for that. i thought i should update abt yesterday, the eve of new year.
so yesterday i went with shawn to town. i am beginning to think that going out with him is a pain and insult to my personality. STOP JACKING ME. haha. well, anyway, i was supposed to buy shoes, but it turned out that it was only after we left to go home that I DID NOT GET ANY SHOES. so i went back to wisma on my own to get pumps which wasnt my size. but i was seriously desperate.
and i was just thinking after going shopping yesterday with shawn just what am i intending to do with my life. it started off when he told me he was leaving. like HELLO I'M THE LAST TO KNOW! and he had to tell me himself. sheesh.
i salute shawn, because he is brave and he knows what he wants. so i was thinking what i want, and why i hesistate to do so many things. then again, i know it yet i don't like to do it. i think i shld sometimes be more selfish to the point that i'll be happier. but then again i am happy to know that i am doing it right, and i shall insist that it's right and be happy for that decision. okay, this is confusing me. relationships are seriously meddlesome. i have come to realise that it's good to be single.
to SAAT i thought that it was easy to accept, but it isn't. and it's awkward because i don't know if we're even still friends.
shawn if you ever read this, you will realise that you confuse me a lot. haha.
well, on to some more interesting stuff. so ytd i had reunion dinner with my mother's family. the food sucked and we had to wait so bloody long for it! so i sat with the around-my-age cousins and chatted about almost everything. and then they started wondering about IB. shawn is right again. the explanations suck.
and today it's like i'm stuck at home. visting starts tmr. oh what the heck. shall go out with kaisheng maybe sometime.
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ANYONE WHO READS THIS!

[12:43 p.m.]

after being dead for one. ONE year.

OKAY.
though i bet no one ever views my blog anymore, i think it's time for a BIG BIG BIG update.
so i was talking to clifton, and he was talking to me about blogs, then i had this SUDDEN yet very tempting thought of checking out this long abandoned blog.
i shall now sum up the things i have left out since the last update.

THINGS TO NOTE TO SELF:
1) i am no longer in tk choir.
2) i have already taken my prelims and o lvl exams and already have gotten back my results
3) i am no longer in tkgs - now in acs i
4) i moved from my dearest waringin park to aljunied to holland close. BIGGG CHANGE i know so shut up.
5) i stopped swimming
6) i stopped running after school cross country
7) my birthday is a past already.
7 part 2) my birthday is COMING.
8) christmas 2006 is long gone.
9) i no longer go to OLPS for mass.
10) i go to st ignatius for mass now which is near holland and i know not a single soul except my quek relatives.
11) i am already assigned to a new class in acs .
12) i took up touch rugby and photography as ccas.
13) my pe teacher-cum-cross country coach just asked me to join cross country girls' team and my reply is still pending.
14) i took up a NEW GENRE of dance which is social dancing - samba this time.
15) i see more guys in school than girls now. (i wonder why.)
16) orientation in my school is long over.
17) tests have just begun.
18) i'm the only tk girl in acs.
19) i eat more than usual.
20) valentine's day has just come and gone.
21) chinese new year is coming.
22) my father gave me 1500 bucks for my o lvls results which weren't so pleasant but nonetheless still money which i well deserved.
23) my dog candy died last year. yes upsetting.
24) i PUT ON BRACES!!!
25) i worked in a robots square for one week before moving to work at diva marina.
26) i found out that my favourite robot in little robots is STRIPEY!! (: YAY.
27) i threw away most of my o lvls books! OH SUCH A RELIEF.
27 part 2) i bought new ib books which are at least 3 times thicker than my o lvls books.
28) my knee is having recurring pain again. and it's quite unfortunate BUT I'M HEALING NOW.

so yes, i think that i still left out a lot of news, but i think i'll stop here for now. i seriously hope i really started blogging again. i need to keep track of my life. (= haha.

[9:54 p.m.]

after a long time.

wow. i have not touched this blog since forever. it's like dead.

oh wel, so here i am to update. the first term is gone and i quit swimming. God knows why, but i guess my passion is never there. i'll still swim though, not gonna just waste my bloody efforts just like that. but i'd like to take up a new 'profession'. maybe dance, because i've always wanted to dance. and though my dad is hell crap, i think i'll just do it either ways. i doubt anyone supported me in anything anyway.

basically, things haven't been going too well for me. it sucks, really. i'm writing this after i just consumed a panadol, not menstrual, mind you. my chem teacher just said i'm not performing up to her standards. i think i'm doomed. got an e8 in the first term. gosh. the first time i failed chem. in fact, the first time i failed in anything since combined humanities.

oh and my dad's bought a new house over at holland village. it's small, but i guess the place is really sweet. i think i'll like the place. (= there's lots of good restaurants over at chip bee gardens. AHHHH. all the italian restaurants are so gonna kill me. damn! i went to this italian shop called Michaelangelo. it's real good man, abeit a little expensive. haha.

so hope this is enough of an update, i'm off to watch american idol and rest my poor head.

[8:29 p.m.]

short and sweet.

i'm my birthday todayyyy.

and i'm happy. and i'm going to celebrate it with my mother. and i'm such a good girl.

no more ands. i'm off.

[11:03 a.m.]

white and furry

it's 2 weeks until my birthday!!! it's finally coming. haha. (= uncle mike bought me my big polar bear!! i'm terribly touched. my father would never get me a bear that big man. he thinks i'm bound to get asthma. haha when he saw the price he nearly fainted.
there are many things i want before christmas. a new phone is definitely one of them. my stupid keypad is seriously giving me a ton of problems, and it switches off on its own occasionally. i don't think i want a nokia phone anymoreee. i want to buy a new school bag too. this time a bagpack, my crumpler is old and it gives me shoulderache overtime, afterall it's a sling kinda bag. haha. i want to read chronicles of narnia before the movie starts man!!

[5:07 p.m.]

house

good day everyone.

i'm here to announce that i'm bloody freaked out by this house i'm currently staying in. there's everything in this house that i hate. CREEPY CRAWLIES IN THE TOILET. OH WTF IT'S DISGUSTING TO EVEN THINK ABOUT IT. i am going for training everyday because i don't dare to bathe in that disgusting toilet anymore. the club's a more welcoming place to be in, seriously. then there's lurking cockroaches. i swear i haven't seen any of such shitty stuff in my old home for like 7 yrs. then there's a whole generation of mosquitoes flying around in the house. i'm getting bitten like a poor victim. the worse thing is you can't seem to see them around. it's HORRIBLE. i miss my home. )= well the only thing i like in this place is THE STRONG BREEZE AT NIGHT. woo i don't get that in my old home. hahaha. i used to sweat like fried hot dogs there.
also i realised that ronald susilo stays in my block. tons of national badminton players stay in my block too. i suddenly feel soooo alone. ): hahaha at least some of them do provide free eye candy. hehe

will somebody buy me a polar bear for christmas?

[11:04 p.m.]

disturbing.

i watched the exorcism of emily rose today. i swear it's a disturbing show. the real smart thing abt this real life movie is that everything's a doubt. but i do believe in it. i seriously doubt i'd want to wake up at 3.00am to pee tonight. if you watched the movie, i'm sure u'd perfectly understand what the hell i'm implying. haha throughout the whole movie i was making small whimpering noises to myself and i was holding liana's hand. my guts would never get me anywhere. this is really not the kind of movie where u see disgusting faces on the ceiling, nor the kind where women with super long hair starts staring at u in the hallway. it's really eerie, without the need of dramatic actions, and without the need of loud scary sound effects. the fact that it was based on a true story is disturbing enough. there were parts of the movie where liana and i were laughing to ourselves, i'm not sure why. liana and i seriously laugh at weirdo stuff and sometimes we just don't seem to know what we're laughing about. and the deja vu parts, the 3.00am thing is seriously scary. i was like whispering "what the fuck" to myself. but i really think this is a great movie. i recommend it. (=

basically my life's been terribly boring. i skipped biology for trng ytd, and i think i'm gonna skip trng tml to sleep. well, depending on the weather, and whether my eldest bro will stop hogging the WOW acct. rawr.
right now there's the match between Aston Villa and liverpool. personally i'm not a fan of either team, so no comments. my brother, however, is an avid fan of liverpool, i shall spare my comments in my head, lest he branishes his sword and waves it around madly. my little brain might not be able to fight it.

i'm peeing myself dry tonight before i sleep man.

[9:38 p.m.]

TO INFINITY ANDDDDD BEYOND.

my internet is finally fixed! (= three cheers for me. my brother's such a genius. wahahhaa. WORLD OF WARCRAFT!!! WOOO.
bad news too. i can't get a new phone till much later. my dad's a stingy butt. haha never mind, my birthday is coming. THERE'S NO WAY FOR HIM TO REFUSE. WAHAHA. till then, i'll have to endure my bloody stupid keypad. hahaha.
life without internet has been dumb. i was made to go out and i wasn't homely. )= and i'm broke. but now with internet, MY LIFE'S ALL RENEWED. wahaha. sleep, eat, train, sleep, eat, play, train, eat, tv, game, read book, sleep. (= heh.
i have to go back to schl too. it's tragic.
today is hari raya. i woke up late and missed training, and missed half an hour of power rangers!!! rawr. never mind.
TO INFINITY ANDDDDD BEYOND.

[3:47 p.m.]

new fettish

(= i have found a new super delicious food. and it's worth advertising it for free on my blog so yep.

I LOVE FRIED MARS BARS! (=

they are super yummy. ooh boy i feel like eating them again. haha.

[7:03 p.m.]

is it just me or am i suffering from constipation?

basically life after the exams is totally off. /= not that i like exams but seriously, there's nothing more to do. well, actually that's just a sense of deception. i have lots of things to do. )= i'm such a no-lifer. i intend to (okay not safe to say on blog) but soon it'll be revealed. haha.

i wish someone would know what i think:
i want a lot of money.
i want to go shopping.
i want to be good in swimming even though i don't go for trngs often anymore, but that's rather impossible.
i want to be able to one day float about the pool without having to worry coach scolding me.
i want to eat and eat and eat and eat. wait i think i'm doing that already but what the heck.
i want a ton of rock songs.
i want a ton of rock cds.
i pray that Candy lives forever though she's like super sensile and bites me. )= silly Candy.
i wish to get a dalmatian. (= maybe a husky. but my dad probably won't do that. i knew he's against me.
dad if u are reading this, good luck.
i want to move to a big big big house near town, and near my club. (=
i want to be able to do what i want.

guess not.

[10:17 a.m.]

160 bucks.

yesterday was a hectic day. i went trng early in the morn at 7.30am and went to make new glasses. my astigma went up by 75. sheesh. then i came back to have a short nap and went to meet xinhui to watch the myth. my mum had free tickets for two to watch the show at lido. do you REALLY think i'd watch this kinda shows? okay, if there was nothing else to watch then maybe. haha. (=

i missed xinhui so much. haven't seen her in a bloody long time. and so we were off to buy tickets and i saw the nice casio watch. but my mum would probably slaughter me if i mentioned the word WATCH to her. she'd probably go "YOU GOT SO MANY WATCHES ALREADY. YOU THINK THE WATCHES ARE VERY CHEAP IS IT!" in chinese. so i'll wait till my birthday. haha.
the myth is a super funky show man. the korean actress is really pretty. (: haha. but it's absurd la. the jackie stunts are amusing as usual. (: haha considering that he is so old already, he's still bloody strong.
treated xinhui to dinner at Pepper lunch and i became broke after that. haha. but it was good. (= so we just walked around and spoke dumb stuff.
oh yea, over the phone i told her, "i'm at the shop surfbabe" and she was like "the shop sells babes?" hilarious man.

today i packed my room, i felt like crying thinking that this house is going to be no more. )= it's no longer Wee property. you get my point. and God knows where we're gonna be moving. )= whoever made this decision of moving house is silly. figure that out yourself. and mummy spent 160 bucks on me today. hahaha i love mummy, even without buying me 160 bucks worth of clothes.
(:

tomorrow will be different, but how different is it gonna be?

[10:01 p.m.]

hey ho.

today's the last day of the paper. so i have the mood to blog. haha and tml a horible day. i'm going trng in the morning tml. and then maybe go out and play.

the horrifying thing is that i gotta pack my stuff and prepare to move out seriously soon. this totally sucks. i hate to think of myself homeless. )= where's candy gonna move to? although she's really sensile and bites me, i still love her. (=

i want to get my naruto comic la. bloody hell.

off to jog. toodles.

[5:15 p.m.]

the end of the year.

today is saturday. and i really think i cannot finish studying on time. i think i seriously have to abolish my last minute studying style. haha is it even a style?

oh well, basically i have no idea why but i couldn't really sleep well. sheesh. and now this terrible headache is knocking me out.

and my brother just made me play football in my parents' room. i wonder what they'll say if they see that. haha i wanna go watch a movie. i REALLY want to stop studying. and i REALLY REALLY want to go back for training. ): damn this end of year.

things will change if i say so.

[4:37 p.m.]

dead.

hi guys. exams are coming. it's time to mug. if u haven't, good luck.

biology's a long way to go. and that's all i've done. fail already. si le. dead. shin nei. whatever.

[1:18 p.m.]

mood swing warning

i've been sick lately.
and i don't think i'll ever recover.
anyway, i think i'm getting mood swings because of it, so if i start flaring at you for no reason, pls forgive me.

and naruto is making me feel so sad!!! ): sasuke is such a bad egg. and temari is so cute. (: gaara is so cool!!! kimimaro is cool too, and too bad he died. ): see, it's tragic.

[9:00 p.m.]

damn. oh. damn.

it feels great to be updating, for once in my life. haven't touched the cmoputer for days. my stupid computer is spoilt!!! ARGH. so dumb. basically i'm like in the schl's comp lab now. i rather stay in schl and use the comp than to go home man. the keyboard here is nicer to type anyway. i was so desperate that i went to daphne's house to use the comp, which so happens that daphne is a real dumbass. HER COMP CAN'T EVEN WATCH NARUTO. AND CANNOT EVEN USE THE INTERNET. what the hell man. i went ALLLL the way there to watch Naruto that Pey Peili to lend me okay. luckily Siew Cheng my darlinggg rock lent me her home. (: wahaha. then i made daphne go all the way to eastpoint to buy some food. and this daphne kept trying to steal my food man. cannot stand her. and i bought a one piece chicken from kfc. i tell you, daphne is really dumb. i asked her, "does burger king have better fries or FKC?" then she said, 'i think i like KFC better.' AIYO, the place doesn't even sell fries besides the cheese fries okay. i cannot believe it. i'm writing this to keep in mind that daphne is a dumbass. daphne if u're reading this, you're a dumbass. haha sheesh my mum just called and told me to go home myself. hmph.
and my memory is really getting from bad to worse. when i tried logging in, i couldn't spell my username 'mystery' properly. ugh. this is bad. and i had to retype a few times until i saw that the word looked right. SHEESH. i think i shld make a easy to remember name, like "a-bu". haha.
basically, i'm ill. i got this terrible flu and i have to run cross country. what the hell man. why does these things always come to me before impt events. damn. and i got a B4 for combined humanities. so idiotic. and i FAILED MY CHINESE BOOK TEST ALREADY LA. SO SICKENING. oh well, expected though. haha. (refer to my previous entry and see what i mean.) OH YES. don't ever go to seoul garden to eat. IT SUCKS. so dumb. it's like victor's superbowl. hhaha we went there to celebrate lihao's birthday and he got a birthday BASH (i mean litterally) after that. that's quite sad. and i met amet who is really lame. hmm. and i'm reconsidering whether or not to get lihao a birthday gift. the seoul garden thing was 25 freaking bucks man. yes, no one better bring me there again okay. and jacq my senior told me seoul garden is her favourite place after i told her how horrid it is, and she had to jack me. ugh, nevermind what she said.
okay, off to watch naruto. YAY.

[1:57 p.m.]

say goodbye to Anakin and Padme

today is sunday! yay. but tml is monday. ): i don't like sundays. coz i know tml is a schoolday. and unfortunately i have a bio and chem test to study! ): SHEESH
amath spring test was okay, don't think i'll fail or whatever.
basically i went for children liturgy and saw tasia. stupid girl didn't bring my letter! ): sickening man.
and i'm broke. i do not understand but i'm broke. /: damn. and why is everybody's birthday on august?? damndamn. and why is the final year exams coming so soon? damndamndamn. MY CHINESE TEST IS COMING AND I HAVEN'T READ MY BOOK! damndamndamndamn. omg i hate it.
basically, i'm not looking forward to the week. but it's okay. (: my life is gonna be better.

maybe it's just me.

[3:15 p.m.]

wednesday.

today is 9th august.

yes. today i went for tuition. /: nothing new. then i went to parkway with david to find my chinese bk and great news, i can't find it, so i officially declare i'm gonna fail my bloody test tml. or is it on friday. oh whatever. i'm still gonna fail.

then, i went to jurong with liana and nicole to jurong to fix our (liana and mine) mp3s. stupid creative. the queue was so freaking long! i took my queue number was it was 959. then i looked at the number served was only 924. omgosh i wanted to kill myself okay. the room was so bloody small i have nothing to say. then i saw vernon. (: haha haven't seen him in what seemed like ages man. yes then i saw his gf. basically that's abt it. ): SCHL IS STARTING TML.

[8:20 p.m.]

willy wonka, willy wonka, the amazing chocolatier. willy wonka willy wonka everybody give a cheerrr.

i watched this show twice man. haha (: but i love johnny depp. hahaa but i dun recall willy wonka getting abused by the father or whatever. it's probably improvised by tim burton. oh and i love tim burton too. can't wait for the corpse bride. AHH more johnny depp.

basically i wore a Sari to schl today and out. haha and watched the movie with XinHui and XinFu. haha OOOH we didn't take neos. SHIT. okay forget it. we'll have many more times of such. (:

alright tml is national day. (: brilliant. haha

i'd like to think you're the one for me.

[8:40 p.m.]

my life.

alright lemme start with yesterday. it was a terrible day considering it was SPA periods of Bio and Chem. haha we had titration for chem. basically we just keep dripping acid into the flask of alikai and turn for the methyl orange to turn pink. okay, it's quite cool. but bio was really boring. mr peh got pissed off with us coz we're a bad class, but i can understand why. anyway, we spent like the period watching bubbles appearing from the leaves and counting them for at least 20 min and getting all amused with worms in the hydrilla. /: it was dumb. and the most boring experiment i've ever done in bio.

physics test today. /: i am loss for words.

[8:24 p.m.]

- too sad for a proper title -

GREAT news peeps.

my house is officially sold. ):

[11:07 a.m.]

whoops. bucks at large

ytd i went out with jemie!!! (: haha. haha i bought new slippers, pants for 5 bucks, a top and some bands. (:

yellow yellow.

and now i'm broke.
and i love my slippers!

[9:46 a.m.]

addition to my sadness list.

1. i officially declare i'm gonna freakingfail my chinese test.
2. i was dozing off during tuition i wanted to kill myself for that.
3. i am STILL ill.
4. i have been grounded from training for this week coz of that!
5. i am freaking hell fat now.
6. i've got a english CA tml. it sucks.
7. my dad isn't intending to buy me the Harry POtter book! just what the heck is WRONG with him.
8. my brother is controlling my life.
9. i have to eat disgusting medicine.
10. when i sneeze, lots of shit comes out of my mouth and my nose.

the only thing that's making me happy is that I'M GOING OUT WITH JEMIEEE! YAY.

[7:18 p.m.]

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°¥, Õæ²î¾¢. ): (this sucks)

[9:48 p.m.]

melancholy's the word.

i just looked out of the window, and it's raining. it couldn't have done better than to emphasize how sad i am. and there are 13 reasons why.

1) i've fallen terribly sick and i have lost my voice and it is seriously affecting my concentration.
2) because my concencration is affected, i know i'm gonna fail my emath spring test today.
3) because i'm ill i can't go for training today and it's raining and i WANT to go for it.
4) i didn't get full marks for my emath CA but nvm.
5) i think i'm seriously gonna fail my physics test because i dunno what the hell is going on. this just shows how stupid i am.
6) i just realised i wore my shorts the wrong side (the front went to the back) and this did nothing but remind me that i'm really stupid. JEANETTE U STUPID.
7)i haven't gotten my Happy Potter and the Half-Blood Prince.
8) my mum has told me that she is selling the house today and we're moving to somewhere we have yet to decide in october. I DUN WANNA MOVE.
9) i feel like i'm lying to myself in everything i'm doing. haiz. shan't elaborate.
10) i'm suffering from muscle ache and even in my abs and i can't even laugh properly. and even if i laugh there's no sound. /: but i dun even feel like laughing in the first place.
11) i dun have my pencil box coz i left it with liana and now i seem to be short of everything.
12) i passed my chemistry CA so now i owe alison a bar of chocolate.
13) i have yet to think of any more but i'm sure this is one of the reasons why i'm sad.

yes. i think i'm sad.

you will never understand.

[2:44 p.m.]

stacy's birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STACY

yes. today was chem test day. and it was horrible. i minus 4 marks immediately because i didn't have time to finish the stupid question. i think i got the percentage yield question right though. after that, we got back our history papers. i did okay i suppose, but i'm sure i'll do better the next time. (:

then after schl, i went out with stacy to eat and then to marina bay. i went to that stupid steamboat place again, the victor's bowl place is right upstairs. and it rained! oh gosh. damn de javu. anyway, then we, hilary, andrea, azyan, stacy and i went kite flying! it's the first time i've flown a kite. hey you reading, stop saying i'm suah ku! anyway, i bought a kite and stacy a kite for her birthday! (: then we went to fly the kite, in the rain. i'm totally itching like mad now. /: it's quite tiring.u hafta run like mad to get the kite up. /: haiyo. but it's fun, and good for stamina i suppose. haha and i'm waiting for my bro to come out of the toilet. my feet totally stinks. it's so smelly i can smell my own feet. i think basically i stink. hahaha and i just burst a blister. WONDERFUL. anyway, i'm sure stacy has had a wonderful birthday today! we're gonna fly kite again!! hahaha

I LOVE STACY. HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN!

and bestest friend, cheer up! i'm here if you need me!! (:

[6:36 p.m.]

to be happy.

AHHH. TML IS CHEM TEST DAY.
die. mole concept. haiz.

parents are abroad. yes. AGAIN. this time to bangkok. haiyo. they totally bo chap me now.

english oral was a total... it's the beginning of a downfall in my life.
BUT. it's not o lvls! (: whew.

[8:59 p.m.]

Save me.

Save me - Corrinne May

I drift I burn, I fly
When you sing lullabies
I'm helpless, I'm yearning
I'm like putty in your hands

I laugh, I dream, I cry
When you take me on a rollercoaster ride
You see me through and through
You see just who I am
Just take my hand and

Save me from this place
Heaven knows I'm falling
For you, my sweet embrace
Heaven knows Heaven knows
I've been waiting for you

I had a dream that I
Was falling from the sky
At 90 miles an hourI was bound to crash and die
But out of nowhere you came and rescued me
There must be some grace in the touch of your face
I'm so happy that I've found you
I'm no longer afraid

Oh 'cause you
Save me from this place Heaven knows I'm falling
For you my sweet embrace
Heaven knows
Heaven knows I've been waiting

Before I met you
Life was slow-mo
So slow-mo
I thought I had it figured out
But you came and turned my whole world upside down

Save me from this place
Heaven knows I'm falling
For you, my sweet embrace
Heaven knows
Heaven knows you've come to
Save me from this place
Heaven knows I'm falling
For you, my sweet embrace
Heaven knows
Heaven knows I've been waiting for you
Waiting for you

[3:46 p.m.]

LADIDAAH

i officially declare that xinfu is my study partner. haha (: on friday i met him at suntec. then i saw liana and chris. *smirk* anyway then i met up with xinfu and went to study at esplanade. oh not forgetting the fact that he had thick swollen lips! HAHA. no la, i dun think it's very obvious. anyway, we studied at esplande, then we saw lots of ppl breakdancing and i heard the nice song again. AND I TOTALLY DO NOT KNOW THE SONG TITLE AT ALL. damn. nvm, next time if i hear it, i'll... demand for the song title.
then ytd he made me go to KAP to study with him. HMPH. i took bus 67 which took me almost 1hr 15 min to get there. HMPH. luckily the bus driver is very friendly. ahaha. he even counted the number of stops for me to reach the bus stop. (: so yes, we went and i saw Qin Sheng! hahaa. (: but i look at him for sooo long, he never even noticed me. SO i decided to sms him after which he finally saw me. i wanted to wave la, then he so dao. HMPH. then i saw this guy who's in my elementary team there too. gee. what's with the world and KAP man. hmph. after that, we went to meet xinfu's fren at coronation and ate the chicken rice. and SOMETHING HILARIOUS happened. xinfu shook shook shook the milo thing. and then he slammed on the table and the cover burst and the milo splattered on his fren shawn. HAHAHAHA. my gosh. shawn's expression was so funny, but he's calm man. if it were me, i'd splash the remaining cup of milo on xinfu. haha
then after that we went to watch the nygh drama. i admit it's SUPERRR artistic la. i shall give them credit for that. but it was terribly short and it was 10 bucks man. sheesh. /: stupid xinfu. hahaha but i saw ry! (: that wasn't so bad! haas. so yes, we went to KAP again to eat dessert and eat mum fetched me home.
i love my mummy. (:

[9:54 a.m.]

quiz taken from rach's blog.

Write down 20 names that pop into your mind.
1. Jeanette
2. Xinhui
3. Xinfu
4. LIana
5. Nicole
6. Edmund
7. Stacy
8. Rachel
9. Jemie
10. Daphne
11. Chay Teng
12. Xiao Chun
13. Tasia
14. Merv
15. a swimmer in my team
16. Anton
17. jacq chua (talking to her now so thought of her name)
18. Kaisheng (just came online)
19. Anderson (icecream)
20. Jack skellington

Who is #8 going out with?
no one at the moment, but i know the one who lives in the 18th storey! smilesmile

Is #9 a boy or a girl?
Girl.

Would #11 and #2 will make a cute couple?
they were great partners at sec 1. haha

How about #18 and #4?
HAHAHHHAH. no comments.

what is #7's grade?
/: sec 3?

When was the last time you talked to
#12?
on friday during the Excel thing.

What is #6's favorite band?
Greenday.

Does #1 have any siblings?
haha. 2 older brothers.

Would you ever date #3?
HAR. i'm his bestest fren. RIGHT XINFU.

Would you ever date #17?
... i'd have absolutely terrible bad taste.

Is #16 single?
uh huh.

What's #15's last name?
Ng.

What's #5's middle name?
Shaan?

What's #10's fantasy?
HAHAHA. urm someone in sec 4 in her schl.

Would #14 and #19 make a good couple?
merv says ice cream makes him fat. haha.

What school does #20 go to?
urh. school?

Tell me a random fact about #11?
she sings that one line of a song over and over and over again it drives me nuts.

And #1-
a genius. (:

And #3-
he owes me a nice tasty icecream.

And #13-
tasia owes me a letter.

Have you ever had a crush on #16?
uh. no.

Where does #9 live?
china. hahaha china girl!

what's #4's favourite colour?
dunno.

Are no.#5 and #6 best friends?
not at all.

Does #8 like #19?
not sure.

Does #10 have any pets?
no. but she's MY pet. nyehehe.

Is #12 older than you?
a few months.

Give #13 a hug?
sure.

Is #17 the sexiest person alive?
ewww. no way man.

Is #14 weird?
yeah, totally. haha. my best fren.

What's #3's favorite food?
BEEF. hahaha.

Would #9 kiss #17?
uh. no.

Would you wanna kill #7?
i love her to bits.

[9:05 p.m.]

dead. like a million times.

today is another day of my life spent with a bunch of crazy ppl. i got to know two more of xinfu's frens, YuanHao and Tobias. they're really a buncho of insane ppl! hahaha /: and i thought i'll never have such ppl as frens again. (: haha basically we were planning to watch War of the Worlds, but everywhere is like first row! my gosh. so we abolished the plan and decided to go eat smth. I SPILLED MY DRINK AT THE COUNTER! my gosh. so bloody embarrassing. Tobias is really weird when he was eating in front of me.. haiz i am not that suprised anymore. i think my eldest brother would actually love these ppl.
anyway, so we walked to far east and on the way everyone was staring and Yuan Hao and Tobias... the crazy ppl who tripped suddenly and spoke funnily at the Lao Chang Kee woman. hahah then after we went far east, WE FOUND THE SALON that Xinfu and I wanted to go cut at. ): AHHHH. i was so sad after that. oh yees, xinfu owes me an ice cream. nyehehe.
so after that we took a bus to esplanade. then i decided to do my maths. which i still have like 29 questions to do. GRR. this totally sucks. Mdm Lenny is totally causing me to hate Maths man seriously.. so yes this guy greg called them to go over and when he shook my hand and said "Greg" i said "hello." then he was like -_-' haha. gee. PAISEI AGAIN. alright he's got really nice eyes and long eyelashes unlike me. HMPH. nvm but he is quite good looking and he's a great breakdancer. hahaha. from here, i'd like to emphasize that xinfu is gay. he told me, "I'm sure he arouses u as much as he arouses me." and i was like o.O my gosh.
alright then we walked back and then we went back home.
MATHS CA TML. deaddd.

[8:51 p.m.]

i hate today

first tests. then wallet, then tummy, then trng.

yes. i am totally extremely supremely very seriously horribly pissed. the history and social studies tests are all a gone case. forget abt that. i had (and still am having) a terrible tummy ache in schl and had to go home. then something terrible happened. i was with adele and when we came out of the bus, my wallet was missing! nvm the ezlink card. my neoprints, letters, notes,granny's pic are gone.
so i went all the way to the interchange to find it. and it's gone.

GONE.

UGH. bad enough.
i wanted to see a doctor but my mum was sleeping and the car is nowhere to be seen. okay. i thought i shld take a nap. then when it was 4.30pm, my mum told me the car has been taken by my bro and he's not back yet, and in the end i can't go for training and i can't go see the doctor. what the hell. i'm super super pissed. i didn't even go for trng for the past two weeks and i can feel all stamina drained from me. and my mum is so inconsiderate. SHE KNOWS i'm supposed to have training and still lent the car to my bro. i totally can't believe it. therefore i have to go tml, thursday, friday morning, and saturday morning and sun morn.

SHIT.

[4:49 p.m.]

damn.

i just ran 4km and i'm dying.

ARGH. I NEED TO GET MY ASS DOWN THAT POOL.

[6:12 p.m.]

studystudy

today is slack day. i'm staying at home to study. and hell yes i'm gonna study.

damn. i gotta start.

[5:46 p.m.]

Batman rocks

today was quite a good day. after sectionals which was totally boring i went off to somerset. bio project was cancelled. edmund could not come with us coz there was something wrong with his leg!!! no wonder how me and xinfu tried to persuade him, he just wouldn't come!! ah well. let's all hope edmund's gonna be all bouncy and hyper soon! (: it's the first time i saw daniel and so we were off to watch Batman Begins. omg it's super super super nice! (: i love it. christian bale is hot! (: but the car thing is crap. IT'S SO BIG AND UNSLEEK. bleagh like since when did batman drive a freaking ugly looking tank? hahaha but nonetheless Gordan was a cute guy. (: and the joker card thing is sooo predictable. haha can't wait. it's like batman's bigtime enemy. like how venom is spiderman's bigtime enemy. hahaah i love comics laa. then after that we were on our way to esplanade and i saw Ben Tan and Alan! haha. it's like the giant and the dwarf. then i saw faith's friend, then at esplanade, while xinfu and daniel were practising, i SAW YUTING. hahaha omg, it's like how sweet to see her. lol. then halfway through we saw a bunch of stunt bikers, so cool! (: the juggler guy was quite cool too. but poor xinfu and daniel had no music to dance to. ah well. hahaha then this yuting kept insulting this bunch of dancers, well i wouldnt say they're dancers but whatever then sooo mean la! haha.then we went forr dinner and xinfu was late for tuition! haha so he left first. and then yuting and i started talking abt homosexuals. ahaha gee. we saw like 2 pairs of homosexuals today lor. sick. haha alright let me just clarfiy that i have nothing against homosexuals la okay. haha then we went off. thank God we didn't go jurong for dinner, i could have died!
now i can't waittt to watch Initial D and War of the Worlds, and the Narnia show. hahaha

edmund get well soon!

[8:14 p.m.]

HANDMADE CAKE.

today i went to edmund's house to make a cake. and i went ONE WHOLE BIGGGGG ROUND to Jurong East through the red line when i can just take it STRAIGHT from the green line. sooo much faster can. so much for my stupidity. ARGH.
anyway, today, xinfu, edmund and i went to NTUC to get the ingredients and then went to edmund's house to make Mango Cheescake for a friend's birthday. /: andddd it didn't go veryy well. think it's becoz i superrr long time haven't made the cake already! ): then i kinda forgot the total amt of sugar needed and everything! if the cake isn't sweet enough i'm super sorry k. ): but think on the bright side, we'd probably won't get diabetics! haha. then right, the cookie base wasn't very hard. but and cheese thing came up to be a bit of a problem. we were supposed to mix the philadephia light cheese with the cottage cheese and stir till it becomes smooth right. no matter how long ervin (edmund's bro) stirred, the cheese wasn't smoothed out. SO plan A of stirring failed. then xinfu evaluated plan B which was to use two spoons and smash them up. BUT it was taking too long also!!! SO we aborted plan B and carried out plan C which was to use our hands! and omg, it's really sick. there were like 8 hands inside the bowl of cheese. /: then ervin was like, "this is literally a handmade cake!" LOL. tml if they eat then kenna food poisoning not my fault sia. it's xinfu's DIRTY NAILS. LOL. then we finally carried out Plan D which was to use a blender. and it worked! hahaha now we know the trick. (: then the rest was okay, just that the cake's kinda hole-y. hahaha but we had fun and i thrashed xinfu's ass in Speed! wahahaha.
today was fun! (: and i took the shorter route home, thanks to Xinfu's advice.

[7:12 p.m.]

love love.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICOLE.

anyway, today is a slack day. i'm supposed to go for trng in the morning but i woke up too late. SHEESH. then i gave up. i'm going for trng on friday morning instead. haiya.

so daphne pulled me out of the hse to go bugis and got to know charlene and joanne. (: quite cute ppl. later i went to meet nicole and liana and aunt angie. OMG i just recalled i forgot to buy nicole's b'dae present. omg omg. k forget it. i'll get it soon. so basically we just talked and walked and talked and walked. i posted coz i wanted to wish her happy birthday so yes. (: love ya nicole!

[11:34 p.m.]

my life so far.

once again i thank yingie for the wonderfully done template! it's wonderful really.

anyway i watched Star Wars FINALLY today with nicole and liana. ewan mcgregor is a bit lame. hahaha. natalie portman's acting cannot really make it though she's chio but yada yada. the show's great anyway. haha actually i didn't really like star wars. but my bro has succeeded in influencing me to like it. and now i think i love it. haha alright that's besides the point.

oh yes, i've written a kiddie story and the illustrator is gonna be my new found friend Edmund! hahah yay. hope we can publish this.

choir. it's alright. we've barely scraped past the two songs la, with split notes and all. and ms lim thinks we sound like mickey mouse as usual. /: then again, how exactly does mickey mouse sound like i dun even remember.

projects, haven't gone through anything, haven't met up either. this is rather serious. what the hell are we gonna do man...

tml i'm going to study! yes. finally haven't touched revision at all. haven't touched maths either. shucks. alright gonna slp soon, gotta go for trng at 7.30am tml!

[9:16 p.m.]

muscleache

i went to play badminton with my bro's friends on thursday. it was okay, and mostly effortless to me. dunno why i keep on sweating though. this sucks man. i am sweating even as i write this. and it was basically from 2 to 5. my bro and i were off to the mrt, then i stopped by to buy a sweet only to realise i have no coins. then i was like FORGET IT. then we missed the train, with the doors closing in our faces. /: then my bro was yakking nonstop abt me buying my sweet. yes, the feeling of holding a badminton racket is truly like the first time. haha. seriously, i think i haven't touched it in yrs man. and i forgot how to serve the badminton way, and i served it the tennis way. /: oh dear. but bro rectified me in the end. haha. my bro has queer taste, shan't elaborate. and he has nice friends too. like Alex, Mark Sim my new found daddy, Jie Hui, Ben, oh dear, forgot what's the pacman looking guy. anyway, after badminton, we ate dinner and i had banana split!! yay. and we watched the worst show ever, Cursed. pls don't go watch it. it's totally lame! but while we were waiting to watch the show, we went to macs and told each other the lamest jokes. haha the batman one is still funny! haha. and the popcorn one. where the funny guy starting going Ammmammamm like pacman. and alex holding the racket in a guitar position. -_-' yes, so after that, we went home. and i saw this cute guy! (: ok that's out of point. but he was wearing this business set of clothes with leather shoes and all, but it's like he looks like JC. /: then yes, now i got muscleache and i can't go for swimming. my arm, shoulders and butt hurts! /: NOO. I AM GOING FOR TRAINING TML MAN. sheesh.

[10:36 a.m.]

Ladida.

alright. i finally have something new to write abt.

i went for the VJC Majestia band concert on friday. it's boring i admit, but the songs played were all quite nice. haha. something in the percussion section STRUCK my attention, and i think xinhui u know what i mean. (: anyway, got Xinhui an uber expensive rose which was sold in her schl. /: being her best friend is quite tragic. LOL. haha. but all in all, it was a good concert and after that i went home.

the next day, which was a saturday, i went out with xinhui! hahaha. i haven't gone out with her for a LONG LONG LONG TIME. haha. and he had so much to talk and gossip abt. wahaha. (: i bought a blouse from Zara and went with her to find a pair of jeans and jacket. haha. the funny thing at taka was that, XInhui stole the promoter's bread TWICE. hahaha. and her expression was truely priceless. OH SHEESH. i forgot to go kinokuniya to get my comic bk! AHHHHH. but yes, we had dinner together and then went home after that.
THEN SOMETHING HORRIBLE HAPPENED which i shan't elaborate.
and anyway, both Xinhui and Liana are off to Japan and Australia respectively for abt a week. AHHH. i'll be so lonely. nvm la, i'll take the week to save my money and to go training. haha (:
there's a hell lot of homework and i got threeprojects for the holiday! haha. and there are still choir practice in the holiday! /: boohoo. and I'M the one to suffer. TKGS is really horrible, we can't conduct our sectionals in schl on monday! and i have yet to find a place for us tml. haiyo...

[2:13 p.m.]

faggotty maggot.

aiyo. somebody planted me a virus on msn. then somehow my internet also affected. /: seems like this blog has been rather abandoned. nvm! i shall revive it from now on.

basically i've been totally busy with all the tests and SPAs. sickening. then training also. i can swim 40 laps non stop without feeling so tired anymore, and i can keep up with the rest already! (: wahhahaaha. but i got muscle ache. and my horrible tanned lines still remain. haha. /: nvm la.

it's finally may. haha. i thought the holidays are gonna be smth to look forward to. but, on some days i still have to wake up at 7 am to go for training. totally shag man. then, got physics project, btw Mr Yap cut his hair!! haha. that lame guy. then also have to work on Bio project. haha, our theme on the model making is plant nutrition. /: then i'm doing the proposal, i seriously need a vacation.

lol. i'm so glad we're done with the chem project!! (: haha. the song is still stuck in my head. shall type the lyrics here soon.

ya and i'm working on my new bk too! it's called, 'Love is a Twist.' haha. at least i like it.

ooh! tasia and Stacy are my pen pals in class. lol. and there are lots of nice movies coming up! when Liana and Nicole finish their exams, we're gonna go watch House of Wax, Infection, Star Wars! (i watched the other episodes, it's quite good) haha, urm, Beauty Shop if it's still open, amityville horror or whatever you spell it, Kingdom of Heaven with probably tasia, and more. can't remember anymore.

HUGH JACKMAN IS SOOOO HOT! hahaha. *drools* Alex Band still rocks. haha.

anyway, today got bio SPA> so bloody sickening la. i didn't finish the bio conclusion part. thennnn my Benedict's test was like shit colour. haha. but i did a duplicate then it came out yellow. yay. so that's not too bad. alright. longgg post, i'm gonna snooze now. haha.

[2:44 p.m.]

dang.

April is a month i shld never forget.

i passed my upgrading review. (: yay!
i can eat as much ice cream as i want.
we got Gold for SYF. ugh. but something unfortunate has happened. we could have... we COULD HAVE...

anyway, today there was confirmation for sec 4s. it was oaky. but really long. 140 plus people got confirmed okay. haha. and i had ice cream! haha. i like it okayy, that puke rotten curry ice cream thing. it's cheap and good, and it's haagen daz (of whatever you spell it. i think that Larc~en~Ciel is a really cool band. i'm hooked onto their songs! hahaa.

sometimes things just happen

[8:10 p.m.]

one last

I never could imagine, life without you
From the moment you walked into my world
Never knew how long a loving flame could burn
But losing you has forced me to learn
That we can't change the way we feel inside
And every try at love never turns out right
We both know it's better if we just let it go
So let's have

One last kiss
One last touch
One last tender moment between us
One last dance
To our first song
While pretending there's nothing wrong
Let's stay here for a while and
Cherish every moment we're in denial
We both know
It's better if we just let it go

Every time i try to take a stand at all
I see your face again and i fall
In the middle of the night there's a scent of a rose
The smell of your perfume i suppose
But we can't change the way we feel inside
And every try at love never turns out right
We both know it's better if we just let it go
So let's have

Baby if we met each other under a different sky
Maybe then things would be much better between you and i
We could always hold on to this one special thing we share
But it would be too much for us to bear
So let's have

We both know
It's better if we just let it go

[5:31 p.m.]

it's now or never

ONE MORE WEEK.

till the end of march.
till my time review comes.
till the coming of easter.
till ICE CREAM DAYYY!
till me having to wear yellow.

seriously man. this sucks. JOSEPH LAAA. we could have worn green man. and now the sec 4s get to wear green. INSTEAD of US. this joseph is a freak. and bloody hell, i don't HAVE a yellow shirt. darrnn. can u imagine a whole sea of yellow people in the hall of st stephen's school? it's hedious looking i tell you. seriously man... anyway, tml i got ss and history test. Stalin. drats. oh ya! I HAVE DONE MY HISTORY HOMEWORK!!! and it was done even before the deadline. i'm so proud of myself! hahaha. i better do well for that man.. why is it that all the stuff in the social studies shit isn't entering my freaking brain which btw has been eaten.
besides that, i have my time review at the end of march. eugh. so freaking stressful man.
Good Friday is coming! a step closer to ice cream. haha. but i think my parents might be selling the house. oh well. hope not! ahh. i'm so gonna go for training tml, tmltml, tmltmltml, tmltmltmltml and tmltmltmltmltml. *sigh* if i fail this, i'm as good as shit.

[6:49 p.m.]

bloody. oosh!

saturday was a boring thing. anyway, the family thing was okay. we went to sac fun fair. and then found out that claudia was injured by some lever thing. met siew cheng, nicole and daphne at the library. haha. they looked so sad. ): anyway, saw anton at the fun fair! haha. then i gave him an apple made out of a balloon. haha. so cute okay. saw joshua too. his bag is so cool which was what i noticed in the first place before i realised he was the one carrying it. haha. so funny. "go to the guard house." then he look so blur like that. saw david too. haha he's quite cute actually. bleh. anyway we played games and i got 15 tokens. haha. and i got a monkeh. haha. then we left sac. and i was swinging the monkeh by da tail. anddddd i swung swung swung and it flew into the drain. HAHAHAHAHHA. omg. then the ryan guy saw and he was like, 'monkey overboard.' hahaha. so embarrassing. but it was so funny okay. to think i was preparing to take the monkey home.

then we went hospital to visit claudia. she looks fine. haha. wish her a speedy recovery! haha. i was carrying her bag with so many balloons. so funny. then i entered the taxi and flooded the car with balloons. then in the hospital, liana was like sucking in the helium from the balloon. and she was like, "jeanette." in a superrrrrr weird voice. ahahaha. we laughed like siao can. and she looked a little high after that. liana's just weird la. then i had milo with extra cream. before that i wanted mocha. then i forgot to press the extra cream button. but it tasted too bitter. haha. there was this sandwich machine which looked totally gross okay. eww. and it said nutritious.

after that we went to eastpoint and was deciding to eat. then this STUUUUPPPIDDD lihao came and snatch liana away. then if i ask her to ditch him for me also very evil. so i called a billion ppl to go for dinner with me. and only brandon could make it. hmph. BUT. he paid for my dinner! hahaha so nice. and we were looking at clouds as he walked me home. there was this cloud that looked like an elephant which he sooo disagrees. then it started changing shape. and there was another one which looked like a goldfish. haha. he agreed with me for that one. (: i win i win. i was so full lor. and i decided not to be harsh about the abt 10pm thing, brandon u know what i mean. and decided to start a good tlak with him online. which was totally useless. i totally regret too. i mean, i'm trying already okay, mervin, don't say i never. haha. okay i'm gonna eat my breakfast. toodles.

i don't know what to do anymore.

[10:03 a.m.]

it's weird how everything's changing

ugh. my neck is aching. anyway, i think Mr Ang is lame. anyway, why can't we do the test after the march holidays?!?! hmph. and we got history and SS test tml. gosh. so dumb. later gonna go mug. Mr Yap was lame again, tanjent(is that how u spell it.) "tanjent? tanjent?" haha. i was making fun of him then this stupid xiao chun turned back and glared at me. anyway, i really think Xiao Chun has bad taste. goodness.

watched hitch on saturday. it's quite funny, but a little cliched. Allegra is a nice name. sounds like Alligator. haha. had a great japanese meal. haha. (: yummy. i feel like eating a japanese meal tml after training. heh.

i can't wait for the march holidays! haha. and 3e1's cheerleading is great! haha. haha and can't wait to watch Series of Unfortunate Events. heh.

sometimes i just don't know how to express how much i love you. i just hope you know that.

[5:30 p.m.]

ha.

ytd was the dumbest thing on thing. spotcheck on belts. like wth is with the discipline?!?! my belt is in place and stuff, it's not on my hips. it's just ripped. why do we have to sew it??! in the hall somemore. then the needle can't even go through the bloody belt and pinafore. it's practically useless. but anyway, i made it by sewing two puny dumb threads and mdm hariyati passed me. (: and mdm adela chee was like, 'girls walk briefly.' i thought it's briskly. ha. HA.

mr yap is lame. "i have big and hands and i have a big mouth. and do you know what i can dooo??" then he started playing his fingers on his lips. ugh. he's dumb.

choir was okay. Sop 1s are not blending well with the other sections!! UGHHH. then during Kodomo, alto 2s were singing "bo-o-ke-n-neeee" and ms lim was like, "why do you all keep singing that??! what disease is that??!?" haha. i think we can all do better. the crucial thing now is for the sop 1s to blend with the rest.

[9:04 p.m.]

freaking english.

had assembly today. the SAF guys are so pro in chinese orc. (: the speaker is cute. "alright? alright. Alright?" haha.

got freaking low for english. i've never had so low okay. haiz. rachel let's sigh together. *sigh~* haha. the western food stall is good. i like the gravy on the chicken chop. the mashed potato is good too. haha.

after schl i had to go for photo-taking. dunno why everyone got theirs EXCEPT me. and it HAS to be me. what the hell. then i went for tuition. oh well. at least there's one more horrible paper to expect. Chemistry. die. oh and chinese too. *faints*

after that i had training! i'm quite happy. i improved in my freestyle! haha. but my butterfly's still like shit. drats! hmph. but my breaststroke is better too. hehe. backstroke's a problem though. my 200im!

[7:59 p.m.]

bus 36 is a scoundrel

today was a good day for me. i got 5.5 upon 6 for physics. wahaha. that's not too bad. i have B4 for bio. that's sad. and i got 1 upon 13 for my ss. even worse. but nvm. emaths i got full marks. (=

anyway, after that i went to collect my glasses. and waited for kaisheng to cut his frigging hair. after that i went macs. haiz. sometimes things just get out of hand. but it's okay la. then there was an interruption and stuff like that. so yup but in the end it was alright. went to changi airport and waited for ks to eat. then liana came to meet us. then after we ate, we waited bloody long for the bus 36 to come. how tragic. haha. i'm back and i do not intend to touch my books so tata!

[9:41 p.m.]

Hyperness.

TKGS is a dumb schl. monday i had physics test. today i had bio test, tml i'm having chemistry test and physics. speaking abt that. my yap is such a dumbass. i am going to complain. thursday got chinese. friday i think emaths. that's freaking stressful okay. esp when i think i won't make it for bio. die.

ytd was valentine's day. (: happy valentine's day everyone. i went to watch constantine!! John Constantine. hell man, this Keanu Reeves is really hot. haha. like what jacq said to me today, 'him smoking alone is already so hot.' haha. yes, and i realised i'm really slow. drats. ): that's depressing. then i went home to study for bio. ugh. which reminds me.

[5:25 p.m.]

lesbianism turns me off when it comes to me.

my dad talks nonsense whenever he's drunk. i hate him totally when he's drunk. why doesn't he think about it? dumbass. he said i'm a lesbian! argh. i can't believe it. last yr my mum accused me of being lesbian with jaclyn. i mean, what the hell is wrong with these people.

anyway, i have made my new glasses. gonna collect it some time next week. heh. so cool. i think i shall never take it off. if not i'll just keep either misplacing or sitting on them. hahaaha. went out with liana ytd, and i got a new levi blouse. it's quite nice.

i'm down with flu. freaking shit. then i can't go traininggggg. then i didn't go for trainng for the entire week already okay. my upgrading shit is next month. ugh. great. JUST.. great. and i'm going to mug today for tuesday's test so that i can go out on monday. haha Constantine!!! HERE I COME!

[9:36 a.m.]

CNY. hong baos?

HAPPY CNY TO EVERYONE.

haha. yesterday was half day for me in schl. after that i went to meet liana, nicole, daphne and bernice at tampines mall. we intended to watch Constantine!!! thennnn coz of time and too many ppl go and watch, we couldn't watch it anymore. drats! anyway, i bought a mango skirt! heh.

after that, i took a nap. sleep is never bad for anyone ey? then we had reunion dinner at my house. muahaha. the food was great. then watched charmed with lots of ppl. my bro's fren Rahul is so cute. hahah. he has an interesting bk too.

after reunion dinner, my bro, sis-in-law , merv and me went to play the sparkles. ahaha. so fun. i've never actually played it with them. and we were carrying each other. PEDDLE! okay nvm. so yep, we gambled in the room and i lost abt a dollar. drats. haha. then my bro and sis-in-law gave me a big ang bao. haha. i'm really rich. HEH.

[9:32 a.m.]

¿physics?

today is a happy day for me. i finally know what that cock head my yap is talking abt. thanks to chay teng! =) i finally see a gleam of hope for physics. heh.

anyway, i had a chemistry test today. 2 qns sure wrong liao. dead. but let's not talk abt such depressing things. i went to get a new pair of dunks. =) and i like it. hahaha. then after that, we rushed down to go gym. and the guy at the dunk stor was quite funny. and friendly. =) nyeh.

then we set off to fetch kaisheng and we all went to ssc. haha. at least he was no longer kicked out. then in the gym i ran quite a lot. then saw someone like woodstock. but liana and nicole disagrees. then something really funny happened to kaisheng. he FELL off the machine. HAHAHAHAH. i'm totally convulsed in mirth. okay. so he got quite badly scraped. and i helped him put plaster. =) i'm so nice! wahaha. so yep, then after that kaisheng went home and liana and nicole came to my house for dinner. yea.

TML IS FINALLY CHINESE NEW YEAR!! BA KWA!

[8:11 p.m.]

depressed. well. kinda.

today was a bad day. mostly coz i know i'm gonna die from the physics test lor. bloody hell. then anyway i had bio practical too. so lemme put that aside and talk abt something happier.

haha. so yea. the rest was okay. i suppose SOP 1 is improving. =) and my swimming too. Praise the Lord. (okay the first time i'm saying this. but yes.) this sunday got to go to Singapore Conference Hall. haha. but before that got to go church la. ya. that's it. =)

oh ya. my bro's wedding dinner was great. and my dress felt like it was gonna drop. my goodness.

[8:30 p.m.]

Weddings! ding dong.

my bro is married. heh. now i got a sister-in-law. it feels like my family has been widely expanded. i dun only have a new sister-in-law, i have new uncle-and-auntie-in-laws. haha. i was a reader during the mass. haha. i kept fidgeting! but dun think anyone saw. lol. i'm so happy for them! haha. so yep, liana, nicole and kaisheng came for their wedding. haha. and my uncle was so idiotic. 'now you look very pretty, last time you look like shit, like caterpillar.' -_-' what is wrong with him? hahah. i hatee caterpillar. then we had a tea ceremony!!! too bad my granny didn't get a chance to drink it. sighh~

after con class, we chit chatted and then left for parkway. i bought a new pair of shoes! hahaa and a new sports bra with my bro's hong bao money. lol. my sister-in-law's sis has a really cute child!! hahaha.

[9:07 a.m.]

Shackleton rocks my socks!

i love shackleton. totally rocks! =)

OBS was really fun. i feel a great sense of acheivement. and got to know each and everyone in Shackleton, like Jessie, Amanda, evil grandma!!! and also stacy, MOLE. *AHEM* all the peeing in the ulu bushes, and having the spider right in front of my face just made me wanna pee faster. lol. yup. the worst was the first day's dinner. the rice was just horrid. but we all made it! and i'm tanner. like duh. the hike was great too! =) i think 3e1 is gonna be a great class to start with.

okay. now homework. i haven't touched a single homework and there's a test on tuesday. MOLE. ahahahahahahhaa. *opps*

[10:54 a.m.]

life is short. really.

i'm tired. really.

i have so many things to do. i have homework, homework, homework. AND also training, training, training. AS WELL AS choir, choir, choir. AND tuition, tuition and tuition. AND tennis, tennis, tennis, AND piano. and really, they repeat in my life.

allow me to say what's been on. monday tennis, tuesday choir then training, wednesday choir then training, thursday training, friday tuition and training. i have basically no time for anything else. i don't watch tv as often, i rarely use the comp now, i eat less, i sleep later. gosh. i need more time! and tml, i have cca promotion day, then i have piano which i have yet to practise, then i have tennis. i can't even go town with liana. haissh. my schedule is so packed. and there's basically nothing i can do.

today we had our chemistry test. well, i think besdies the mistake in the hydroxide ion i think i shouldn't have any other questions marked wrong. =X. my chinese zuo wen sure li ti. in other words, fail.

swimming: my mum complained that i'm getting darker than ever. what the hell. it's not like i asked to. i couldn't beat my timing today either. stupid flu. ate my stamina. *munch* and vincent, the one who timed me understood my condition and decided to let me train back my stamina then come back to him in 2 months time. i think that shouldddd be sufficient.

choir: i conclude that ms Ee is a kind teacher and understands my condition. =)

today is a funny day. amanda, li tse, mumtash and me went to pluck mangoes. mumtash and i had planned this evil plot for a long time and today was the day we tried buttttttt. failed. hahaha we'll try again!! wahahahaha. i can't wait for OBS, but i just hope that i won't fall ill after that. it's just idiotic if that happens. haha. i shall bring vitamin C there. pls man, i can't afford another flu.

[8:04 p.m.]

Bad Omens

hello. i'm in 3e1. and there are many fun ppl in my class. lubna, chay teng, tasia, xiao chun, mumtash, gloria, amanda and so on. and there are some scholars from our class too. lol. first day of school was quite fun, but boring. we had so many talks! and my butt has sagged. and xiao chun says i have a big butt okay. WHAT THE HELL.. she's such a pervert. anyway, had an english test on tuesday. so freaking fast! and there has been many changes. the recess change is so DUMB! so crowded okay. what kind of a system is this?!?

didn't go to school today coz i'm down with fever. 37.5 degrees. I KNEW THINGS WERE GOING DOWNHILL!! hmph. on monday i kept spilling lemon lime juice on my bloody skirt. and then i had a sore throat. and after school on tuesday, i LOST my voice. goodness. then my bro checked my temperature and said i had a fever. i had a superrrr blocked nose. and i decided to sleep at 8pm. and somehow i kept dreaming through the whole night. argh. then i can't go for training. my mum didn't let me. ARGHH. the big thing's on saturday okay. sheesh. THIS STUPID FLU LA. then this morning my fever didn't go down, so i didn't go to school. i went to the doctor's and the stupid doctor kept asking about my scar. like what the hell has my scar got to do with you?!?! goodness. and she asked me if i had fever twice. lousy doc. ARGHH! I'M SO DEPRIVED OF SWIMMING. hmphhh. AND SCHOOL! AND AND AND...

[1:58 p.m.]

2005.

it's the new year. happy new yr to u guys! had another fattening dinner. gee. the desert my mum and my bro's gf ate was gross. orh-nee or sth. i'm listening to the jesse mccartney cd now. it's so nice. thank you qs, it's a wonderful xmas gift and track 10 is a really nice song.

ytd i went for dinner with liana and nicole. goodness, i rushed from the club okay. then the fireworks were cancelled. sorry liana, fate. haha. then they walk and walk and walk.. goodness. then i so hungry already and though they haven't eaten lunch they seem to tahan. i take my hat off to them man.. ate at Nooch. it's good. when u're hungry, everything is good. had we walked home after that. was really beat i fell asleep once my head touched the pillow.

this morning had tennis training. rained halfway. gee. then we were picking tennis balls in the rain which got heavier and heavier. hmph. i can't wait for schl to reopen. i'm going to copy the maths graph questions from chay teng or something. wahahahaha.

[8:32 p.m.]

still 2004.

it's only 11 hrs more till 2005. wahahha. can't wait. haha.

2004 has been very memorable. going italy, 2e7, singing during NDP, getting into 3e1, getting back for training, my 14th birthday! wahahhaaha, Christmas..

and now is time for a new yr, which means, my bro's wedding, putting braces, more hw, more stress, more exams, more staying back in school, SYF 2005. hahaha. oh and my 15th birthday.

okay, now i'm gonna get my jesse mccartney cd from qs!! wahahahaha.

[3:00 p.m.]

happy Christmas.

Christmas.

a day of joy and hope.
a day of happiness.
a day of wonders and fun.
a day of getting together,
as one.

Merry Christmas to one and all.

okay, christmas has been great. had a fattening dinner. went for midnight mass today/yesterday. haha. and gee, i never expected to see you there. i was so embarrassed. hahahaha. but well, i am indeed more brave now. thank you. hahaha.

and a happy new year.

[10:16 p.m.]

whole family is a gang of idiots.

the whole of my family members are pissing me off. i dun wanna use this bloody comp again. my mum is one idiotic bitch sometimes. argh. sometimes i think she hates me. yup, i think that's it. this house sometimes just doesn't even feel like my home. grr. everyone is screaming at me. even when it's my b'dae. what the hell lor. no birthday cake too. whatever man..

dad was screaming at me ytd coz i dun wanna check my email ytd and screamed at me further though i promised i'll read it today. pissed off so i dun even wanna read le.

mum forgot that i told her i was going gym ytd and screamed at me, say i'm damn rebellious, dun even mention that i'm going out. fucking memory she has lor. i mentioned okay. what the hell.

ah peng. oh pls, i dun even wanna talk abt it. fucking asshole. i can't even be bothered to be nice to him any longer.

shanming said that he reformatted to the comp and indirectly meant that he could use the comp whenever he wanted. asked me to move off so he could print. although i asked him to do it, he walked off and told my mum i'm damn naughty and everything. what the hell lor, i already asked him to print whatever he wanted. then still say i'm naughty. i dun care already la. NAUGHTY THEN OKAY LA. I'M GONNA BE WHAT U SAID I AM. and to think i was gonna be nice throughtout christmas. i'm sorry but i can't do it.

my dad is screaming at me again. what the hell man. my email again. SCREAMING again. when do i ever get the chance to do whatever i want, even when i just wanna use the comp for a while. everyone is against me.

i'm a fucking naughty, rebellious, rude, selfish sister and daughter to my family. think whatever you want.

i'm whatever u want me to be. dun force me to the extreme. i will turn insane.

[11:48 p.m.]

i did it. and it's the last time.

i watched 3 movies in a week. after the sunset, naitonal treasure and without a paddle. without a paddle is a very hilarious show. if u ran out of shows to watch, watch without a paddle. (not christmas with the kranks, liana hated it) after the sunset is not too bad. i love Pierce Brosnan. he's the hottest guy on earth before tony leung. and i'm utterly broke now.

and yes, i finally passed the shit to that person. drats. a mistake. BIG one. but i've done it and the next step is no longer mine.

anyway, i finally went back for training again, after 1 week. my legs have gone wobbly after missing 1 week's training, and i'm less flexible. and the stupid guy with abs swam faster, much faster than me. drats. i hate him. grrr.

who is willing to go swimming on wednesday with me??

oh yes. choir starts at 7.30am tml. what luck. i think i shall sleep now. zzz.

[10:09 p.m.]

drats.

okay. removed my stitches. and now there's a hole in my gum. drats. i can't imagine how much more pan i'm gonna suffer man.

anyway, went to watch national treasure with liana, nicole, kaishen and lots of other ppl i dun really know who. hahaha, national treasure was cool, but what happened to the illuminante(what's the spelling?)? hmm. nvm. spent lots of money on arcade. drats. it's was such a temptation anyway. hahaha. played the jap shooting game againa nd my knees are stiff. hahaa. then went to some ulu place for dinner. the meat so gross man. but okay la, i'll eat anything edible when i'm hungry. and kaishen caused all of us to be stuck in the rain, like what the hell. luckily shokobutsu and lux soap made things more endurable. hmph.

i'm going back for training on tuesday! YAYYY.

and i just realised my parents are a mushy bunch. their 28th anniversary is tml! hahaha. to dad: u're a mushy ass. =)

it's sunday again. hmmmm. i dunno la. i think i'm gonna give up.

no more hope.

[1:32 p.m.]

jingle bells, jingle bells..?

I PLUCKED MY TOOTH!!! gosh. that tooth is really big. but well, it's not the end! I'LL HAVE TO REMOVE MY STITCHESSS TOO! and my daddy says it hurts like shit. hahaha. dead. DEAD. and i can feel the stitches with my tongue. cool huh! hehehe. thank goodness it's not bleeding anymore. haha and i'm given mouthwash. IS MY MOUTH STINKY TO U, DENIST? haha.

Well, tomorrow is sunday. SUNDAY. uh huh. yes, dead too.

today was the sec 4 farewell party. gee, they all not very enthu lor. make charlotte and me think and worry about the games so much. hmphhh. but nvm la, take it as some bonding session? haha.

christmas is comingg! wait wait. before that, (rewinds) MY BIRTHDAY IS COMINGGG!!! YAYYYYY. presents? PRESENTS?? lol.

[8:27 p.m.]

boreeddd.

today went gym to exercise. I'M GETTING MUSCLES! hahha. okay okay. that's totally out of point. basically nothing much happened. today didn't pass the thing. didn't see. haha. anyway, melissa would pretty much be in the way anyway. =P hhaha. maybe we're not very you yuan. oh well..

LIANA IS GOING AUSTRALIA TODAYYY. *sobs*

hehe, my senior has chosen me to do the organising for games during the sec 4 farewell. PREPARE SEC 4 SENIORS TO DI... *covers mouth* nothing nothing. *smirks* i'm sure u guys are allll gonna have fun! hehehe. =P

okay. time to rot in boredom.

gonna pluck my tooth in dec 3th. dieeee.

[9:18 p.m.]

R.I.P 1990-2004

*GULP* tml is my doom's day. most probably. o_o d.e.a.d. (the Day Ends And i'm Dead) goshh.

i'm a bad girl. don't make me hate u.

[3:42 p.m.]

alas, tis the night of the mosquito..

last night was a horrible night. denise stayed overnight with me. and we were sleeping at 12.30am plus. we were still quite scared so we shared a bed. anyway, liana smsed at 1 am. like what the hell?? hahaha. at bloody hell 1.30am i awoke COZ MY BRO OFFED THE AIR CON AND SNATCHED MY BLANKET. what an ass. then i got so pissed off. nobody snatches a sleeping girl's blanket k. i say nobody. haha then i took my cousin's hospital blanket and went to my bro's room. then i threw at his face and took MY blanket back. grrr. then he argue with me somemore. PLS. then we got back to sleep with the aircon on again. then there was an idiotic mosquito sucking our bloods! and the worst thing is we heard the mosquito. drats. so at first we tried to ignore. but later i couldn't tahan anymore then i on the light and tried to catch the mosquito. and it was nowhere to be seen.then we started chatting and i called liana. we chatted for a while and then hung up. shutter is causing all of us sleepless nights. everytime i sleep i keep having the thought that my blanket is gonna get pulled awayyy. =/ denise and liana agreed too okay. then denise and i started chatting and eventually couldn't get to sleep. at 3.30am i decided to move to my bro's room to sleep. imagine how sleepy i was okay. shitface.
so today, we went shopping. met nicole and liana at 12. and daphne was, as usual, late. HALF AN HR late. grr. hahaha. then we went to cine. and guess who we walked past? eggtart xinfu! hahaha. and at first i thought i was wrong. but i smsed la. then liddat lor. so we went shopping for clothes. and i spent 50 bucks. yep. POOF. money gone. just like that. oh well. i can't help it. being a spendthrift is in my blood. hahah. yep. and i was so sleepy noeee. grrr. my legs are aching after all the walking. i'm glad we didn't head down to plaza singapura. *whew* I'M OFF TO CATCH MORE MOSQUITOESSSS!!!

[10:33 p.m.]

AHH! ALLERGIC TO RAINNN!! EVIL DAPHNE!

HEY EVERYBODY. i suspect i cannot sleep tonight becoz i watched shutter with liana daphne and denise. i didn't expect denise to get along so well with my frens! =) lol. shutter is a totally freaky, bloody, frightening, scary show. man! i can't believe i paid $6.50 for this shit. but i must admit it was good. hahaha, liana, denise and i were so bloody freaked out! daphne strong like rock, didn't hear her scream shit! hahaha. anyway, it's a story abt a woman haunting her lover who ditched her in the past. it's all abt REVENGE. lol. anyway, denise is staying over in my house, it's gonna be CHAOTIC! hehehe. anyway, after the movie, i spent most of my money on food! OH NOOO! I'M GONNA BE FAT! wait. i already am. yes, and i got into the rain twice. ALL COZ OF DAPHNE. arghhh!!! make me scratch like a diseased mouse. o_o yes, so basically. i have decided to do it on sunday.
no pain, no gain.

[7:15 p.m.]

incredibles rawk!

watched the incredibles with liana, nicole and daphne on the opening day!! it's so cute and cool man. =) i love the show. anyway, THEY SAY I'M BLURRRR!! noooo. we went to heeren and i missed a step and gave out a short scream and i kept laughing over it. nvmmmm. and liana and nicole kept complaining they wanted water. so idiot man. then we had to lave soon coz i had tennis at 4pm and swimming from 5pm to 7pm. then when we reach the mrt station, i saw that it takes 6 mins for the train to come. so i rushed with daphne to watsons to buy water. and we so rush okayyy. but it was good warm up. =) haha.

i realised my arms are weak when we were swimming butterfly. sheesh. i am gonna lift dumb bells for practice.

today i'm gonna watch taxi! =) haha. with liana, chris and nicole.

more training to get promoted!

[10:15 a.m.]

good and bad.

on friday morning. everything seemed to suck. haizzz. ms lim is quitting on us. it was really sad. i wanted to cry when she said she quit on us. my gosh. then what is to become of our choir??? and my dad says that i shouldn't join choir. -_-' like what the hell. nvmmm.
everything was okay. this swimming coach wanted to see me swim. so okay la we arrived at 5.30pm and he was like which coach was i under and everything. and in the end dun even have to swim for him to see. i think i'll be promoted rather soon. i'd hope not to stay too long with kids. -_-' lol.

so yes. had my first tennis lesson with my coach. hahaha. it was quite okay la. at least i sort of remember what's the backhand. haha. (hmm is that the way to spell it?) then the rest was okay. the coach is super nice. i think i might just like tennis after all. hahaha.

pls don't quit on us.

[10:08 a.m.]

lameness. o.O

HAPPY DEEPAVALI!! woohoo.
yay. i know my stream alreaedy. got my first choice which is of course great. but haiz. 2e7 is separated. i'll miss u guys forever man. and the holz are boring.
watched shark tale with nicole and liana. bloody hell. they made me wait for 1 hr okayyy. anyway the show was quite funny but also very nemo-typical. i want to watch the incredibles!!! HAHAHA. and omg. i just remembered. liana passed me a pile of the forgotten postcards and i still have them!! -_-'
sheesh. i woke up this morning at 7am to play badminton with my bro and his gf. haha. was pretty okay. i have a busy holiday ahead. hmmm. oh well. i shall go wipe the floor soon. it'll be the 6th day. ENDURANCEEEEE.
LIANA IS GONEEEEEEEEEE. SHE LEFT FOR HONGKONG!!! wah. that rhymes. (edits) LIANA IS GONEEEEEEEEEE. SHE LEFT FOR HONGKONG. WHAT A KING KONG! (= okay that was lame. anyway i thought of this while talking to xinfu.

pus is sticky
pus is gross.
pus is stinky.
pus is dirty.
pus makes me sickly.
pus makes me go crazy.
pus smells shitty.
pus tastes like pee.
and all this rhymes so greatly.
which is why i'm so happy!

xinfu says i'm lame.

[11:48 a.m.]

whew. no scolding. thank goodness.

my comp is officially dead. it's not working anymore!!! *sob*

i woke up at 9 today and everything was quite boring. had to go to school to take a new set of the obs form coz i misplaced it. i was so bloody scared that the teacher will scold me and my heart was beating twice the normal speed. haha. so i headed to school at 9.30am. ms tan didn't scold me at all!! i love ms tan. woohoo! it was really freaky actually. but anyway, will pass up the form on wednesday. by the time i was done, it was already around 10.45am. wanted to go bishan to xiao chun's house for sectionals but i calculated that i won't make it there on time. so yep, dun worry SL, i will learn the songs. wahahaha. so yes, went home at around 11.30am and watched some tv. then went for class and wiped the floor after i returned. it's the fourth day i'm wiping the floor!! 16 days more. i can do it!! wahaha. so yep, i'm going to the gym soon at ssc and then going for dinner. oh ya, the marigold yoghurt drink tastes great when mixed with fresh milk!! haha. XD *poof!*
i love alex band!!

[4:53 p.m.]

my idiotic screams.

wooohooo. it's 10.30pm now and i'm blogging abt today. this morning was... tough. wiped the bloody floor again. btw, today's the second day. 100 bucks. ENDURANCE! lol. i invited liana, cheryl, nicole and daphne over to my house to watch tv. Cheryl originally wanted to come my house to bake cookies but thank God liana made her give up.
after around 12pm, my bro left the house and at 12.50pm, liana and cheryl arrived at my house. nicole was ill! to nicole: HOPE U GET WELL SOON! and yep, she couldn't come. so liana called up daphne and she decided to come too. she is so slow okay. -_-' goodness. we decided to wait for her while we watched tv...until there wasn't any good shows left. and so i called daphne again. and she was STILL at home!!?! my gosh. and she still happily say, 'jeanette isn't? SEE, i sooo smart. hmm, i just finished bathing.' -_-' i can't believe it. but upon hearing that we were all waiting for her to arrive, she decided to rush down. and so meanwhile, cheryl and i started playing this PS2 game called fatal frame. SO FREAKY CANNN. like what the hell. it's this game where u take pics of the ghosts to kill them. and it was so scary i was screaming my head off. cheryl screamed at some point too. and liana was like shaking her head. LIANA, U WERE SCARED TOO OKAY and u screamed too. i TOLD U IT WAS FREAKY. =P and at the same time we were